My Lif3 St0ry

Own Favourite place....

2011-07-18T16:29:00.004+08:00

A lot of people have their own personal favourite place....

Everyone hope to go to other country than own country....

We always feel that other country is the best than our own country....

But for me,i still prefer to stay at malaysia....

You know what,im growing up at here....

Watching the surrounding from kid to now....

Ya,other country is maybe better & more update....

But better at Malaysia is no Earthquake,Tsunami,Tornado,Flood & futhermore....

Lol,i admit that i more like other country,but if stay i prefer my own country....

If you give me chance,i do travel,but if for stay long i should think about it....

I do have a lot of favourite places....

Such as Paris,England,Switzerland,London,Praque,Finland,Iceland....XD

All is foreigner places....

My mom laugh say that im not chinese,cause i prefer western thing....

Maybe my precious life is a foreigner??who know....XD

Sometime having dream or do something you like,can make you forget the thing that you worrying....=]

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Music that make you feel better

2011-07-08T15:19:00.000+08:00

Quite long didn update blog again =]

But today sudden have the spirit to write blog....

But it is after listening music only have the spirit....

Do you ever experienced that the song you hear,is exactly like your feeling & situation??

I do =]

There are many song that when i hear it,i feel it is like write for me....

It is just like my situation & my feeling....

And that's is the magic song for us....

You know,when you're feeling down,try search some song to listen....

No matter you cry out while sing or neither you shout while sing...

Afterwards,you feel better....

Cry out once,shout out once....

Everything that hide in the heart,shout it out,cry it out....

And back to your Only & Limited edition....

There is only 1 you in this world....

We all were the precious treasure,that only 1 in this world....

So be happy in your life,no matter what happen....

Cheer up & walk on....there are many excited thing for you to experience

We all have our precious family,precious friends & precious one....

Face it is better than hide & run from it =]

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Friends

2011-04-02T23:38:00.003+08:00

College Life is gonna start soon
All my secondary friends,some is going to other college,some stay for Form 6
I know that cant always the same person be by your side
But just that friendship is hard to let go
The friends that you hang out together,fun together,study together
Everything together....

When everyone have their own path to walk
You will start to forget the thing that precious to you
Friends,how long it can be hang on??
Some will have friendship very long,some will just a while
Maybe some just only with you when need you,and leave you while done
That what life is....

I don dare to say im 100% nice friend in your life
But i did 100% to make you all happy
Sometime have a fight,but it will better soon
I really did my best to make you all happy
So if when i need help,I hope you patient back and be nice to me like i to you
I donno what you think i am,but i think you as my best friends
Maybe sometime my jokes not funny enough,but please patient with it =)

Friends,I hope you all get a nice path on your future
Thanks for whatever you have given me
No matter Sweet,Sour,Bitter or Spicy
Thanks....

Precious Memory

2010-12-12T15:49:00.005+08:00

When i think that i finally wanna reach my last SPM paper,
All the memories that i had since i Form 1 is flash back in my mind~
The 1st day i in SMKPM,
The 1st day i know new friend,
The 1st day i learn new knowledge,
The day im still immature~
All this is the most precious memory.
Years by years pass,finally it reach the day to left school,but i found out it is hard to let go....
After left school,all will start their own path or way,we cant free like before....
While child wanna in primary school,while primary wanna in secondary,
Only think about wanna be an adult,
Haha,thats is the immature thinking of me....XD
But now i understand,when You're student,
You no need care about money,You no need care about anything,
Because all this our parents is cover us,but it wont be forever.
The steps you step out from secondary school,is the day you start to take YOUR responsible,
The day you start to be independent ppl.
So all my fellow friend ah~Choose a RIGHT path n way to walk,
Don regret afterwards choosing it,
Remeber,it will no return back....

Really feel so hard to let go,
the memory with all secondary friend,
Sweet,Sour,Bitter,Spicy and Salty moment,
No matter what happen,you find out friends and family is beside you.
After dec 20,my last SPM economic paper,
Im free from secondary school and in the same time i step out to be independent,
Life is change when you step out,
It wont be the same,cos wanna be an adult le,
Do everything need be responsible,rational,self-esteem,tolerance and independent.
By the way,i wanna say thx to all my fellow friends at secondary school,
if no you all together with me,i wont have so much enjoyable and precious time to be my precious memory,
I will appreciate it very much,i hope we will still keep contact cos i LOVE you all❤❤❤
Take Care and Good Luck my Dear friends~
Special thx to :
Yi Ying,Suet Fun,Shu Ting,Sook Mun,Kar Yan,Yuen Num,Huey En,Swee Min,Kelly Chow,Kae Shyan and my classmate(sry cos too much,cant list out all,i love u guys too....=D)
Thanks for giving me such a precious memory,I love you all*hug

Wondering~

2010-12-08T15:20:00.005+08:00

I wonder what will happen to me soon,SPM now only left 2 paper,Acc. and Eco.
Am i gonna take a nice result on my SPM??
I don think so,but i already did my best,so just think positive and wait for the result.

The thing now i wanna worry + excited is PLKN.
I worry is cos scare alone there,gonna left home and my fellow friend from Jan 2-Mac 13 year 2011.
I excited is cos not everyone get their chances to go,and im so LUCKY to get it.LOL
Some of people think that PLKN who being chosen is unlucky.
But PLKN also get is advantages.
Such as know more friend,get to go other country,know more culture and improve your skill.
Thats why i feel worry + excited,but excited is more than worry.
You know,i get to go sarawak for FREE ticket le!LOL
I wonder what will happen on there.
I hope i get more new fren,no fighting and learn more thing.
Being chosen is not that bad after all....Gonna miss u guys for those 2++month
By the way,my birthday 18 years old is though wanna have a party.
But now is gone cos i need go PLKN that time.
So am i gonna pass my birthday and Chinese New Year on there??
Hope it not that worst ba~Good Luck on me ya^.^

Life...

2010-08-16T20:04:00.003+08:00

Life,it was full of Hope,but also full of sadness....
You wont know when u get happy o nether sad....
Life is like a see-saw we playing while we're children,up and down....
When the see-saw was alrd being on the highest,u feel happy....
but when the see-saw fall down,u will see the one sit in front u were high,u feel u're down....
We never know what will happen even just the next second....
The life in everyone is different,we always will c the other one is better than us....
Always not enough with what we have....That is fate
But,we should c it more positively....
Sometime the thing we have,the other one wont have it....
So,just appreciate what u have and stop complaint with what u don have....
If u get it,u will get it no matter what u do o didn do....
if u no fate to get it,how harder u try,u never get it....Even u is the 1% lucky person can get,
the thing u get by force will be happy??yes,from start u will happy,cos finally ur harder get it....
But afterwards,u will feel that not really suit u....So just do urself,life is still go on
Be ready to accept the truth n all the challenges....

Time is PRECIOUS!

2010-06-29T20:17:00.002+08:00

I really hope to not admit it that now is gonna be JULY!

SPM is become near n near,

i thinking wat am i still doing now....

U know wat im doing??U wont believe it....

Im still playing computer didn even read a page of book!!

Sometime i think,y dome so lazy,

This time SPM is not a playing exam,

it is important exam,it will lead to my future....

Always after i think tha,i will say in heart,

''Must revision,if not im gonna give blank paper''

after a few minute,u still c me on facebook=="

I also donno wat am i now,

While PMR me is more hardworking,

this time im sure alrd revision,but now SPM!

is double important,im doing online n playing game=="

Haiz,pls someone come n wake me up....

i will be very thx for waking me up from the nightmare....LOL

Life on my holiday(6 day)

2010-06-12T17:46:00.004+08:00

Sorry for the long time didn update blog....today,Sat 12 June 2010,im alrd begin my holiday 6 day,this 6 day,got the time happy,enjoy,also got the time sad n bored...Life is it always like that??Sometime i ask myself....but i know ppl wont always lucky n happy,sometime also got bad....

June 7,Mon,i n m class friend go eat together to celebrate the Mid-year exam,that day was fetching by my fren Yuna mom,thx som much for the transport^^....we reach there about 6pm....but not all alrd coming,so we waiting under the restaurant....while we waiting,we c that traffic light there,got some stranger using his handphone take pic....make us shock n fast move away from there,LOL,then we go to the restaurant wait....we play n eat until 10++pm....i think the restaurant was loss lo,cos RM28 a person,we eat then play then 2nd round eat again...LOL

June 11,Fri,haiz,this day sure is my sad day....me go for my exam Undang,7am wake n read again,reach there 9++am....wait there an hour,im going with 2 friend,the result is me n 1 of my friend fail,another pass....haiz,im so disappointed in myself,i though i can1 time exam,correct 39,pass 42,just 3more question also cant correct....im stupid la....haiz,but my dad say maybe me too stress n someone(the one also fail) keep ask me answer make me no concentrate on myself question....haiz,but i also know myself de la,my family say like that just wan me don feel too wrong on myself....n my fren,thx for who talk to me while im sad....June 16 exam again,i can feel that im so scare,maybe fail before make me got the memory in my mind....i hope i really can pass n don go for the 3rd time....hope don be useless again....

2moro sun,June 13,i will go Time Square to meet up 1 of my friend that alrd change school while Form 4....cant wait to meet her again....i hope that 2moro can make me forget the sad,and make the new me to try again,more believe myself i can do it without fail....this time hope that i don feel disappointed in myself again....i need to ganbateh,+u+u!^^

Exam

2010-03-05T21:51:00.003+08:00

Such a long time didn write again le....busy nia....Form 5 not very have time,need tuition,do homework,revision n more....haiz,really is tired,but this is the last year in secondary school....after SPM,will in college....no need wear those school uniform le....LOL

I even choose my ambition n college i wanna in....all my fren say me fast nia cos alrd know wat way i wanna walk,but maybe is just becuse i know wat i want,that why i know wat my ambition....luckily i have a fren same ambition n same college that i choose....so when im in college,i can have fren,no need alone n bored in new place....haha

The college i wanna in is World-Point Academy....cos that day my school 'Program Kasih' have a college student cum to have speech in our school....she explain many thing to us....it only take 1 n half year to finish the study n cost RM 8890 the subject that i wanna take....thats why i wanna this college....lazy study many year....

Day passes fast,it make me some kind of nervous is coming n strees up,cos SPM is near....SPM is more important than PMR,thats why i feel that if i cant pass,my future n all year i study is alrd wasted....it really make me kind of stress....n im lazy to start revision....but got read some la....didn not study at all....8-3-2010 monday is gonna first term exam in my school,it was first term,but all the teacher alrd say cant FAIL,if FAIL will getting suprise....especially account,i no wan to know the suprise at all....hope la ><

However,after first term exam will holiday,15-3-2010 will go to a classmate house BBQ!maybe is celebrating after exam cos i didn ask why....LOL,after that,im planning to go SUNWAY LAGOON,to play water,haha,long time no play water d,but need c whether my fren can go anot,if they cant,i also cant cos nobody company me go....haiz

Until here today,hope to have time to update my bloggies la....^^

**Good Luck to all my fren for the first term exam!Hope no need get the suprise from teacher ya!!GANBATEH**

not so happy

2009-12-02T09:45:00.003+08:00

I have a few week no write blog le,cos many thing happen,not in the mood write it....now still ok....this year,many thing happen,happy o sad,i have walk it through....but sometime,i have some problem that i cant walk through it....like my grandmother....she 90 years old le,i know,she old le,maybe one day will leave me,but when i small,i alrd no grandpa,i love my grandpa,even he only wiv me 5 years then die of cancer....my grandpa always in my mind....grandma also very love me,i also love her,i don wanna she left me....but i know it cant be....she starting many suffering pain....i see her like that,i feel so pain in my heart,maybe sometime she is annoying,but old ppl is like child....i understand,n i love my grandma,so i wont leave her even she is annoying....all my cousin also no like wiv my grandma,they say so annoying,but i can handle it,maybe i more mature than them o i love my grandma more than they do.....my grandma tell me,in her heart,she only hav 2 grandaughter,1 is me,another 1 is my small cousin that only 4years old....only we both no left her,always together n love her....i really hope i can fast finish my study n work,then bring my family especially grandma to somewhere to have a sweet memory....i hope my grandma get better soon,n also,my dad n mom....stop fight....hope they know y they marry n love each other from the start....maybe the world is not long....so i hope they all can appreciate wat they have now....

Time

2009-11-17T20:07:00.012+08:00

Hihi everyone,today im telling title about time....what do u think about time??for me,i think time is precious....but it pass very fast....now im in holiday le.....happy??happy la of course....but nightmare is going to come....next year i Form 5 le....need ready for SPM....SPM result what i get is the life way that what i gonna walk....sometime now think about it also quiet make me nervous....

The day i giv back the teks book to teacher....very heavy lo....13 teks book....give back the teks book alrd make my hand hurt alrd....cos so so so so heavy....next year Form 5 need take Form 5 taks book....i think it gonna be more heavy....==''

Holiday le.....b4 holiday,i hav taken pic at school cos my Form 4 is gonna end....i take a lot of pic,my friend la,my class n more,but i only upload a little,if not my blog will full alrd....hahaha,really don think the time is going pass day by day....sometime i think,every hour every minute....what am i doing??did i do something that is beneficial or no beneficial....i really donno....i just know that,time is precious,time is fast,if we didn use our time with do something that we wanna do,we're gonna miss it....

This year i cant find work....why do my other friend can find work me cant de??am i late go find work??i think i am,cos im after exam go find work,thats why all work also say hire ppl alrd....haiz,stupid exam,make me no work liao....sad....need next year....make me this year holiday nth to do....bored....but nvm la....i no work now,i go help mom also a good thing,let her rest a bit....^^

Nowaday i also nth to do much....every morning wake 7am to go jog wiv mom every morning....good for health also can keep fit....but so sleepy....like go school,need every morning early wake up....haiz,but early in the morning....is so cold de....when i jog,i can feel the fresh of air every morning....only in the morning have that kind of air....so i enjoy it also though it was sleepy....haha

BaD

2009-11-13T19:56:00.002+08:00

Thie week really is not a good and happy day....after finish exam and start holiday should be happy,but im very sad n not happy....too many sad thing and bad thing happen,really no into the mood....very sad,sometime say something not srious,also being so serious by someone,go find part time,like hell walk many place to find,all also same answer,must 17++ or above,full ppl alrd,wan work long,wan no study liao de n BLA BLA BLA....ah!!im feel wanna go to the sea n loud scream out.....very stress!

Mood

2009-11-10T17:30:00.003+08:00

Today i very no happy....i feel sad,many bad and no happy thing had happen to me....1st,i know my add math is fail alrd,2nd,my math only get 45%,3rd my economic paper fail,get 39%....4th,my sejarah,sure fail alrd....5th,today i go find work,i though i finnally can had part time le,but unlucky,due to something,i cant work there,even make my friend also cant work there....becos she wan me accompany,no me,she also cant work there....im sorry to her....i know 2moro is s new day to go on....but today,i really no mood and don happy....i have such a long time no cry alrd since im standard 6,maybe cos i mature and think positive....but today,i cry le....my tear wont stop falling down....maybe cos of many year no cry,today so no mood and don happy,so the tear fall down wont stop....i think about 20 minutes i had my tear fall down....hope next time i write blog,is good news,not bad news....until here today.

Day

2009-11-07T19:10:00.005+08:00

Hihi everyone.Today my title is 'Day'.i here today raining....from evening till now also raining,nont stop....but rain also good,so the day will not so hot,ice-cream also will melt away cos of the weather....1 day 24 hours,sometime we think that 24 hours is long,but actuallly,it is very short,try to think,24 hrs - 8 hrs to sleep - 6 hrs to school - 1 hrs for bath n eat - 5 hrs for fun - 2 hrs revision o do school work = left 2 hrs....for me,that my time,but for some maybe even more not enough....the ppl wiv working will be more not enough time....

Sometime really make me worry,now,many ppl say that world wanna END alrd....is it true??i also donno....In Buddha,ppl say that when ppl die,it will be born again....but if the world END how??In Christian,after ppl die,they say will go to HEAVEN o HELL....futhermore,they say,Jesus cum to the world is the day of the END....it really make me feel tremble now....haha

Lets change subject,think the world gonna END make me sad,yesterday,i don have school,so i wake up at 1pm....haha,becos i queit late sleep,so late wake up alrd....still 3 more day,then i finish exam le,then need go find work alrd....haiz,part time hard to find....alrd ask b4,also no....wat should i do then??thinking....

Yesterday i receive a news from mom,say that December we r gonna going to GENTING HIGHLAND....live 2 days in hotel....finally,i can feel the fresh air n nice scenery of nature again....but there r very colddddd....become ice-cream....especially at night.haha,tis time night i wanna go out to take pic at genting,but scare dangerous only....hope nth happen la....^^

Why am i always being call professor of love??i never have a bf b4 but everyone include my fren,like ask me question n help her solve her love problem....i know i like to help,but i really never have relationship b4....ask me got use meh??but thay say got....haiz,sometime i headache about their problem,but after help them,c they happy,it will make me happy,so i think it is ok to help them....^^but stop call me professor of love....==''

until here today,n ya,i upload a pic of rainbow,i hope the rainbow will bring happiness to everyone n good luck....i will write my blog again ASAP....^^

Sorry,Im back le!

2009-11-05T17:34:00.000+08:00

WAH!think back now,i have been almost 1 year half didn touch my blog,of course la,this year form 4 alrd,wan form 5 le,SPM is coming soon,haiz....

I also don understand,why all ppl always say that Form 4 is honeymoon,but i don think so,maybe i always concentrate bah,so make me very think it is hard life....long time no write blog,also donno wan to say went day the happen thing on here....lets just say yesterday la^^

Yesterday is WED,04-Nov-09,haha,funny,im talking about exam also,yesterday i exam Mathematic paper 1 n Sejarah(History)paper 2....i admit im BAD,not bad la,better word is not good in math,so i think,this time exam math i wont take A o B anymore,but luckily not SPM now,hehe....but,my history..........i think im gonna Fail....many donno how to do....but watever la,im sure will DO MY BEST next year for my SPM....^^

Don say day la,time really past fast,now i think,i start write blog in Form 3,now,only few month more,im Form 5 le....not me say la,all my friend also say me im mature,even when im in Form 1,they say me like DA JIE!haha,no me cant,thay say have me,the situation will be more happy,cos im like to say joke make my every ppl beside me happy^^ya,smile more good then cry,i better make they laugh better see they sad....continue back,they say me mature cos i like think future thing......==,i think my friends funny la,i only think future they say me mature....luckily,mature is not bad thing....hahaha

Maybe sometime think future is bored to some ppl,but i think okla,cos im just wan sure wat my future....ambition also think liao,got 3 choices!

1-->Stewardess(i can fly to other country without pay....hahahaha)

2-->Hotel management(earn more money,but this work all my friend say is a hard job,not hard no money la....hahaha)

3-->Secretary(went the above i also no then i choose the 3rd wan)

November le,still 1 week more,i start no school le becos no more exam,holoiday begin^^but i need go find part time,if not,my sis will BLA BLA BLA me....hahaha.but now,don say part time la,work also hard find alrd....how le....but i wont GIVE UP!i try to work,try feel the pain of my dad,work for our family....sometime really hope fast finish study,so i take turn to comfort my family,give them a happey enjoy life,but i need to work hard in study,if not,my family wont have good life that i plan....hahaha.Hope i can find a part time job la....^^

Tell u all something,lately i lack of sleep,haha,know why??cos evening revision,nite revision,n also play game a little while for relax stress la....so,tonight im going to sleep a enough sleep,becos tomorrow i no school,no exam paper tomorrow.LUCKY!have a good rest....

Haha,im like exam BI paper 1,write ESSAY....hahahaha,but sometime something cant talk out wiv mouth,we only can express o even write out,i have long time no write blog,actually i didn think continue back write blog de,but lately,i hav know a new fren,in some kind of game la,he got write blog,read liao make me miss the day i write blog,so he the one who bring me back to blog....but watever la,im gonna continue back write blog,maybe if im not too busy^^

Remember time past fast....so what had happen also need to forget....don care is angry o sad....forget it n hav a new day start....C ya all again^^

Dunno y....

2008-06-15T14:25:00.001+08:00

i'm dunno y....i feel so tired....tired in mood....maybe my exam skor not so well....but it also pass la....haiz,maybe i study no time rest also many skul work 2 do....maybe thats y im tired....haiz....im starting hate tuition....cos it is like skul....i need 2 do skul work also need extra 2 do the tuition work....im out of tired liao....but i know my parents is think good 4 me 2 tuition la....so im just need GANBATEH however it is tired....^^.

im happy!

2008-05-28T13:56:00.001+08:00

yea...tis friday im going 2 camp liao....im so happy!5 days 4 night....i think im playing crazy....haha,im happy i can play at beach....so good....im excited faster friday....

Test start liao....

2008-05-15T21:44:00.002+08:00

Test start liao....it is okla....but i scare mate cos im bad in mate....im very hope the test past fast cos then i can enjoy my camp....haha!im so excited 4 the camp when think about it!!BUT!the camp gonna hav a play that dress SCI-FI....im out of idea leh....wat should i do wiv thats....i donno wat should i wear....haiz....=.=

Wanna test again liao....

2008-05-06T15:23:00.001+08:00

Haiz....gonna test again next week wednesday....y do so fast de....gonna study night n scare again....however test also gonna test....but i hate is y do holiday also need 2 skul 4 1 week!thats bored lo....but we need 2 take PMR so also cannot so hate de la....don study how can hav a better mark leh....haiz....

HATE!

2008-04-28T20:17:00.001+08:00

It is still bored....but my hand not hurt alrd....but now my eyes again starting again...now it is like before...i dunno wat kind of sakit did i get...y r it still following me...i hate my eyes now!!y do it happen 2 me...arh...can i hav a better health...before is eye,then hand,now the eye again!ARH!!!HATE HATE HATE!!!

So Confuse Me....!!

2008-04-23T18:17:00.001+08:00

haiz...y do so so bored today...it is bored,but my hand still hurt...haha...i don know went do the hand STOP hurt me...my fren all oso not pain alrd but y do i only??haiz...maybe i think so much...i should rest more...n im really hope i can go camp...but my fren say tis holiday got skul...so how do i can DIVIDE 2!arh...wat should i choose...i know just 1 day i can don skul...but that day got many period i don know...if the teacher teach fast then i will be left....help me...im gonna fainted alrd....haiz...>.<

Guess Wat Happen Today!!

2008-04-21T15:27:00.001+08:00

Arh!!today happen is INJECTION!!it hurts...make me wanna cry liao...after injection i also fell don well...today is the day i very hurt!!y do all bad thing also happen 2 me...haiz...but it alrd happen so im gonna forget it...hope don hav anymore bad thing happen 2 me..haha^.^

i hate yesterday...

2008-04-17T14:07:00.001+08:00

i hate yesterday cos its so BAD DAY i ever hav...!when im go 2 skul...im forget about my water...so thats make me cannot drink water like puasa...after that i got assembly,donno y that day the all guys like our class...all cum into our line make we at the back don enough seat!haiz...thats not so bad,bad is when im wanna home it hav a BIG RAINY DAY!im wet alrd cos my fren don bring umbrella so thats i need 2 share my umbrella...thats not it,when im reach home...i got many thing need 2 do n im so LETIH alrd...wat a bad day i ever hav...thats great just only yesterday...if forever like tis i gonna die..haha.^^

play com time!

2008-04-11T19:15:00.002+08:00

yeah!is play com time cos today is FRIDAY...2moro no need skul so can be sleep a little bit late...haha!but,haiz...2moro is no need skul...but got skul homework need 2 do...ah...is so bored went holiday if need 2 do skul homework...it is not like holiday alrd...>.<...but must also do if don will be scold by teacher...haha^.^